Marami akong gusto ngayong pasko...

Gusto ko ng walang katapusang shopping...

Gusto ko ng walang patid na kasiyahan...

Gusto kong manalo sa lotto...

Pero masaya na ako na alam kong sa darating na Pasko, hindi ito kasing lamig ng iba kong Pasko. Masaya akong andiyan ka. Salamat!

Love hurts...

I know i'm sure about what i am feeling...but then again... im afraid.

Just a little hint, please give me a hint.

Im sure that i love you but im uncertain if i want to tell you that i do love you.

Just heard this song to turo's laptop a while ago.

Oh, I love the song!

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

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I was surfing youtube and i decided to see the video of "but i do love you" by leann. Ang asteeg ng dating... ewan ko ba. Parang its a very simple way of loving the person.

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Can we just talk about politics, religion, or stock exchange?!

It was indeed a happy day.

I enjoyed skating. Though nung simula, i feel hopeless. Hindi ako matuto mag skate! Pero hindi pwede, kung yung bata nga nagawa, ako pa. So hindi ako sumuko. At the end of the night, i learned something new, (though hindi pa well-learned), excited na ako sa next monday for another ice skating session.

Had my second ojt interview. Hahaha, wala lang, i did all the talking, but i did not expect na i can talk in english pa pala.

I learned that i love my cja committee... more than ever.

Looking forward for more happy days.

Thanks especially to my two teachers, elaine and claud. Salamat! 

Just this afternoon, someone texted me. I really don't know the person personally. Galing sia sa isang company na nagtatawag sa mga phone. Wala lang, she has a problem daw with her bf. Text text text lang. Ewan, pero it felt wonderful helping a stranger.

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Ill be in super-stress-fuck-up-your-life-monotonous-shit this week.

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D.A believe me, it is mind over matter. Learn to let go, and everything will be fine. Kaunti na lang, you can do it!

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Let's just say that some people are selfish.

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OJT is on my way. Grr... i had this decision not to do my ojt next term, but, .... (okay the boastful part of this text was eliminated).

Sa tingin ko, higit na sa isang buwan ng huli akong kumain ng Cloud 9. Bad memory i guess... Grrr... Dalawa na ang choco ban ko, cloud 9 and kitkat!

Pero kanina, i ate 100 grand. Ang sarap! Tapos isawsaw mo pa sa milk. Yummy!

Kinakabahan ako sa aking interview tomorrow. First ever job interview ko to!

Hay, salamat sa CJA! Dahil sa CJA, naramdaman kong kaya ko pa ring maging busy.

Woohoo.. i feel so healthy lately...

Im not yet back to my regular sleeping time. Damn!

Nahihiga ako ng 12 or earlier but gumugulong lang ako sa kama. I need to get you out of my mind. Please. Leave my mind. I find it unfair. Ive been thinking of you every night pero ikaw, hindi mo naman ata ako naiisip.

(oh man, im gettin weird here... talking to myself)

Can someone catch me if i fall?

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Shopping... oh man, stress reliever... Thank you for the gift of shopping.

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Im strong because im surviving... i guess...

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im not sure what im feeling right now... its getting weirder everyday...

And then the repetitiveness of this life prolongs.

12 hours or so of sleep is enough to rest the body, yet it is not enough to free the soul from agony and misery.

Right at this flash, misery is defined in a subjective point of view. Misery means confusion, despair and monotony.

I wonder, how come I paint my page with wondrous color, yet the output is still a monochromatic shade of a certain color - sometimes blue, orange, and red.

On this day forward, I will let these emotions and misery a tangible output; a work of the heart, mind, and soul.

Hahahaha... smile...

Bipolar ako kanina.. biglang nakakainis tapos biglang nakasmile...

Hahahaha weird... Woohoo...

Jump jump jumparoo...

November is so hot...very humid...

Dumdirumdum...

Im smiling because of nothing... hindi naman lahat ng bagay dapat may dahilan :) Woohooo

I wish you know i am here....

I wish you know i am here, lying in my bed, thinking of you before i sleep.

I wish you know how much I long to be with you, just sit beside you, and feel perfectly happy.

I wish you know how much this love has grown.

I wish you know that i am here, waiting for you to see my love.

I wish you know how much i want to hold your hands, and hug you so tight.

I wish you know...

I wish...

I wish...